The past few weeks have been tiring. School work at this time is kicking my ass. Then when I had that scare that I may have something was even worse. It not only scared me, but my boyfriend too. It was horrible. Before anyone asks no it wasn't a baby scare something else that's worse than a baby scare. Now I'm going to be doing a play and two films for a project. Although before I could even make the decision to do one I had to talk to my boyfriend. Even though it's acting it's best to ask. Now I have to decide if I really wish to do this part in the film. I'm really wanting to do the part, but feel that maybe I shouldn't. This is taking it's toll on me and it's only a part in a movie. How the hell am I going to make it in life? Now it's gone from relief back to stressed. GRRRRRRRRRRRR I'm leaving now take care yall.